ESSENE THOU COMMENTARY:
And now we reach that 'thirtieth month' or thirtieth year in which we are at
last 'born again.' While the Ego has had it's own life-cycle, celebrated when
we were Initiated into our adult Role at 21, here we experience what we never
thought 'possible;' suddenly there steps out of our own Aura or Light-Field
THE BELOVED ALLY, our in-born link with the Fatherly Light itself.. and from
this year onward our self-growth focuses on perfecting our relating with that
Original Creator, as Friend, Companion and ALLY in life.
All of us know how powerfully we have been driven to seek and find one special
'Beloved' in life. For three decades now we have tried to find that through
wives, husbands, lovers and other human partners.. with varying degrees of
both success and frustration. But WHY have we so longed for one special love
that (despite the obvious evidence all around us) we HOPE will bring us joy
FOREVER? Here, in the Doubled Brightness composed of our own Libido and it's
Eternal Beloved Creator, we learn the truth; WE WERE BORN TO 'COUPLE' WITH
OUR MAKER, AS ETERNAL PARTNERS IN LOVE AND MUTUAL SUPPORT.
The form this will take depends on our own unique Libido and it's needs. As
the Fatherly Light formed us to be, we differ in our loves and passions. In
this Hexagram we meet the perfect Compliment to all of our Libidinal Passions,
in the form of 'God, as our Eternal Mate.' Certainly we will have to learn
how to relate with him!.. and it will take years to fashion that into a happy
and productive 'marriage;' but WE HAVE NO CHOICE NOW, for he walks now in
the very Light of our Aura, hand in hand with us. And in this 'Hieros Gamos'
or Sacred Wedding we have completed our purely 'mortal' years.. and the JINN
of Change ends the beating of it's First Wing. Now raising the Second Wing..
the Wing of our SPIRITUAL evolution.. the YE JINN lifts us above the Ego Life
into a Life which will have NO ending, lived in the company of our Eternal
and all-encompassing BELOVED ALLY, the Fatherly Light.